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Hell of a Year

by Daniel Myers

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1.
On an old forsaken highway, west of somewhere I ain't been Where only shadows of the dead trees know the time There's a man I used to know, at least I know there used to be Out doing penance, but the sentence was the crime He told me he'd been trapped out on the highway breathing dust That turns to mud inside his lungs if it should rain But to work for next to nothing just to satisfy the bank Seemed to him to be the heavier of the chains Trapped on the highway And a desert lullaby fills up the sky And the headlights rush right through him, hoping he'll just disappear And the coyotes wait around for him to die Trapped out on the highway by and by He'd leave the sun in Utah, feel it's loss out in the air But he could count on Wilmington by spring And that road ain't lost a mile but St Louis shows her age And he's turning to the dust he's learned to breathe Trapped on the highway And an Ozark lullaby filles up the sky And the headlights all seem distant, like they passed him long ago And the vultures wait around for him to die Trapped out on the highway by and by Trapped on the highway And a sandhill lullaby fills up the sky And the headlights all but vanished like they used to wish he would It's just the sheriff waiting round for him to die Trapped out on the highway by and by
2.
It's been a lifetime since I didn't love you Since I didn't love you Since I didn't love you When two rivers cross each other Well the water, it ain't keeping track And when you give your heart away You don't ever get the whole thing back It's been a lifetime since I didn't love you Since I didn't love you Since I didn't love you It's been a lifetime since I didn't love you I wonder if I ever won't again When two rivers lose each other Well the water still finds the same sea And when your heart breaks into pieces You can trust it to regrow what it needs
3.
I can picture you crying in a wedding dress Asking for a cigarette And walking down the aisle toward the rest of your life But maybe you ain't started walking yet In an old white church at the top of a hill Full of people and the hearts that they bring I can picture you crying in a wedding dress But I still can't see the ring Hold on honey, I know he's made of money But that never made nobody the one I don't wanna be alone, but I don't wanna bring you home I ain't found nothin' yet to ask you to love I just don't wanna never wanna see you again I can picture you crying in a wedding dress Waiting on an organ cue And I see something white stepping into the light Lord, I'm sick to death of missing you Well I should have seen it coming but love's blind in one eye And the other one can't see a damn thing I can picture you crying in a wedding dress But I still can't see the ring I can picture you happy for the rest of your life In the arms of the one that you've foune And I love the way you smile when you say his name But I still hate the way that it sounds
4.
She's out crossing oceans She keeps a mile between each day I know I swore off good intentions, I can't help trying anyway She's caught up to herself, I've been trying to leave myself behind She's out crossing oceans I ain't even crossed her mind It's been a hell of a year But she already knows Without me coming round leaving neverminds at her door And it's a million to one I'll even see her again The sky takes away what the tide brings in I don't wonder anymore, I just think too much about it She's out crossing oceans Naming breakers from the sky I know I swore off writing love songs, I'm still bleeding myself dry Cause I'm a sucker for a longshot and I ain't the quiet kind She's out crossing oceans I ain't even crossed her mind It's been a hell of a year But I'll find my way home I hear rain dogs get to heaven once they ain't scared to feel alone I don't wonder anymore, I just think too much about it She's out crossing oceans Tell me why I give a damn I know I swore off feeling lonesome but sometimes that's what I am Cause I'm looking to be certain, she'll just see what she can find She's out crossing oceans I ain't even crossed her mind
5.
Better Days 03:13
Daddy weren't a sad man But he seldom ever smiled just the same Daddy would never show it But his old heart had been broke a thousand ways Daddy worked the long cold night And watched the sun come up to meet his face And in the morning Daddy would have whiskey and remember better days Mama loved her babies And she was grateful for the name who gave them names Mama weren't unhappy But she seldom ever smiled just the same Mama dreamed near every night Of the life she could have had they took away And in the morning Mama would dry the tears and remember better days Brother found a needle Buried somewhere that he never should have been And kept it like a secret 'Cause to leave it felt like any other sin So he'd quote it like the scripture 'Til it left him feeling like he might be saved And in the morning Brother's coming down, lookin' round for better days
6.
Lord, don't take the thunder away from me Lord, don't take the thunder away Lord, don't take the thunder away from me Don't take the thunder away She's a storm rolling through or so I'm told But boys the lightning is something to see She comes like a thief in the night And leaves with an ace in her sleeve I was crying on the 4th of July For the lies that my dear uncle told About the measure that makes up a man And the time that it takes to grow old
7.
I'm tired on the wind, I'm tired of how it lies I'm tired of the hole in the bottom of the sky Where my prayers fall through and tumble with the rain Come out cleaner than they were, unanswered just the same I'm tired of where I've been, I'm tired of trying to hide I'm tired of the wind putting needles in my eye For my brother and his keeper and the one that got away I'm tired of the feeling I know what they're gonna say I know, I know, I know, I know what this looks like Cause I heard it howling across the plain And I heard it echo in the way we prayed Inside a wilderness depending on old rivers to bring change I heard it coming but I could not feel the rain I settled with the road and with carrying the pack With the weight upon my shoulders and with never looking back I settled too much but it was never for enough Only settled on the highway cause it made me feel tough
8.
Even time moves slower than it's been Even stars get holes where the cold gets in And even damn good reasons don't change anything But it ain't love It ain't love It ain't love that ever let me down Even time has a different kind of cost Even strong wills die when they feel too much loss And even days like this won't last There ain't nothing that does But it ain't love It ain't love It ain't love that ever let me go But it ain't love It ain't love It ain't love that ever broke my heart
9.
I want to live in a house that smells like the rain Where the walls don't close in to hide secrets And the grief ain't so reckless cause there's space for the pain Never got to where I could blame her But love all alone ain't enough So I'm gonna live in a house that smells like the rain Complete in myself And clean in the rough I want to live I want to live where my memories know themselves from the ghosts And I ain't measured by what I hold on to And I ain't crucified for the things I let go God how I wanted to dance with her Hell, I'd settle for someone to blame All that's left now are broken windows But the wind sings a bit and the old house Smells like the rain I want to live
10.
I've been reckless With hearts that ain't mine And tried to listen when I couldn't hear quite right Been wishing on busted neon When stars go shooting where I can't see Been learning slow How to be good to me And I ain't too broke to love No I ain't too broke to love Lord forgive me for the things That I ain't ready to forget And tell me I ain't too broke to love just yet I been thrown out With a heart left full of holes Tried to fill them in With stories I been told Been howling at the streetlights When I can't find the moon And I been learning how To be good to you Got a crooked grin Still fits a little strange But it ain't been so heavy Since it's you put it on my face I been looking for a reason When all I needed was some time To get good at getting better At being good to me and mine
11.
Grief come and sit awhile Lord, you've got the right To tell me what you need to say And I'll do my best to listen A little closer than I been I came in broke, I ain't leaving that way First let me try to make a dollar Let me try to buy myself some time I could spare the change for about an hour And a penny for whatever's your mind Fear come and teach me something I thought I knew If I'd have listened I'd have heard you before So I'll do my best to learn A little quicker than I've been Before I try to get you back out the door And I won't throw you down in the bottle Say anything that you need to mean About the difference between losing and outlasting And new love only old enough to dream First let me try to make a dollar Let me try to buy myself some time I could spare the change for about an hour And a penny for whatever's on your mind

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Recorded live at Oranjudio in Columbus, OH
Produced by Brandon MacLean
Mastered by Jordan Fehr

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released November 17, 2023

Daniel Myers - Acoustic Guitar, Vocals
Lars Durica - Drums, Background Vocals
Scott Hyatt - Bass
Nate Little - Pedal Steel, Harmony Vocals
West Taylor - Electric Guitar, Harmony Vocals
Jeff Straw - Piano, Rhodes, Hammond, Harmony Vocals
Paige VanDiver - Harmony Vocals, Additional Percussion
Angela Perley - Harmony Vocals, Musical Saw

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Daniel Myers Columbus, Ohio

DANIEL MYERS
was born in the Ozarks and moved to Oregon at the age of 7. Myers spent time in the Philippines where his parents served as missionaries, and later fell in love with the sensitive and visual story tellers of country music while in the army. He later called Ohio his home where a budding scene was beginning to take place. ... more

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